Birth

I find myself pondering at times on the whole idea of giving birth again, and you know what? I don't want to have the same experience as before. Childbirth is a miraculous and wonderful gift that our Father in Heaven has given us, and I count myself very blessed to be able to do this small thing for Him after all He has given to me. When I had Dylan I was so doped up on things that I hardly remember my own family coming to visit that night. I know there are so many options out there for us to utilize, but I just do not know what they all are. I also find myself being terrified at the fact that in a very short 20 weeks or so I will have 2 children, and not just one. How do other women do it, and make it look so easy? I guess I will find out soon enough. I supposew if I mom had eight, and Greg's mom had four, we can handle two just fine.

Almost halfway there!

Ok all of you fellow bloggers. I have a serious chore for you. What I would like for each of youto do, is to guess what color of baby I am going to have in October. By color I mean pink (girl) or blue (boy). I find out in just over two weeks, and I want everyone to have an opportunity to vote. The winner(s) of this little pole will get a humungo hug from me the next time I see you. Everyone is a winner though, so don't be shy!!!

Sick and Tired

I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired! I wish I could just feel better already, and get on with my life again. I had my 17 week appt. yesterday, and all seems to be going great. Well, as far as the doc can tell anyway. He stated that he thinks it will be a girl. He says this because the heart rate was fast. I have my 20 week ultrasound in 3 weeks, and so we will know for sure. I hope it is a girl though. I think it would be fun to have 1 of each, but id t hat is not in the card for me? Well, that would be just fine with me. It is so fun to know that I am having another child. I am starting to be able to feel the little thing move a little, and that makes me happy. I am still getting those stupid headaches, but the doc says they should get better the further along I get. I just hope he is right. As my Grandpa always says "We will see what we shall see when we see what we shall see".